I request asylum
I have no desire to remain in my mind.
Too much second-guessing
Perhaps is an ugly place to find
myself.
again.

I reject the words
collect them up and put them to the stake.
Hungry wallet's crying
have to feed it before it's
too late.
again.

God forbid I
Take a breath and
Don't have words
Put in my mouth

Disease is in
maybe for good - who can know?
I got me an affliction
fucks with my head
now I'm cool.
again.

I don't want to acknowledge
existence, but there is no other way
to deny progress and
get down and dirty, let my common tounge
have it's say.
again.

God forbid I
Take a breath and
Don't have words
Put in my mouth
God forbid I
Take a breath and
Don't have words
Put in my mouth

You can play with them and
doesn't it just feel so good to fuck everything up
give the anarchists what they want
and watch the sparks fly from some safe place
        somewhere different
        where you can live without shame
        and relax in the warm glow of self-satisfaction
        relax and drink again
       
God forbid I
Take a breath and
Don't have words
Put in my mouth

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It must seem so surreal
to be here when you don't even exist
the walls or the carpet or whatever
it is that, that makes your prison
It must feel so good to know
that no matter what you do
you'll never be more than shit.

Give it everything you've got
and now choke on every word
swallow it down with your apathy
and trans-migrate to your bitter past
How does it feel
to know that nothing can be done?
you'll never be worth the price of existence.
Oh sweet loving children, abuse the right to be born again.

This can't be all there is
there must be some mistake
I diddn't sign up for this
is the only thing I can do complain?
Oh god this isn't happening
nothing about this seems real at all.
How did I get here
What the fuck happened to all our dreams
Is this the best on offer now, is it too late?
Oh sweet loving children, abuse the right to be born again.
Oh sweet loving children, abuse the right to be born again.

This is as good as it gets
It will never stop hurting
so face the inevitable and let's get foetal babe
This is as good as it gets
It will never stop hurting
so face the unenviable and let's get foetal babe
This is as good as it gets
It will never stop hurting
so face the inevitable and let's get foetal babe
This is all there is to life
and you fell at the first hurdle
it's all downhill from here
so suck it all up and let's get foetal babe
This is as good as it gets
It will never stop hurting
so face the unenviable and let's get foetal babe